Project Management Journal Entry

Throughout mastery my goal is to gain a deeper mental understanding on how to not only control, but to also understand my gifts and abilities. When I was a boy, I used to wonder why I couldn’t understand simple things. It was the hard things I only could understand. I used to think it was because I was too weird or to odd, but my mother would always tell me I wasn’t born to be different. I wasn’t such a confident kid growing up I suppose that’s why people took advantage of me. I was always so much more than I thought I was until I began to awaken my true self. When I began making music my sector was producing and making beats. I would see all my friends rapping that made me want to try my shot at being an emcee, but I always got downplayed by my peers especially my best friends I would respect. It wasn’t until I moved away from home and began respecting myself that I gained the confidence to try what I always scared words would bring down. Mastery wasn’t a word that I always saw that often unless I was to read certain books or speak with experienced people in my field. I think Mastery applies to all aspects of life, instead of just a career field. For instance: Mastering one’s self as a person to maintain a constant calm aura has been one of the hardest things I’ve seen. Most people would have it and then lose it at the same time. That aura is a shield/barrier that’s invincible to words. I say that, because in order for everything else career wise with people it’s one’s self that must be mastered first. For instance: One could be the best animator that the world has ever seen, but if the personal self is not mastered or tamed than words will always be the demolition in that person’s life. In conclusion, my goal is to use mastery inside and out this class to gain a deeper understanding of myself and my path than turn around use the same lessons I’ve learned to help someone else to keep peace inside my heart.